何处可寻平静之心

真的很累跟FYP
我懂全部人都很累
其实我不介意累， 如果我做得好的话
重点是 我都不懂我做对不对
感觉就是整样做都做错
真的很怕
忐忑不安的心 一直在ping pong x2 的跳着
刚才send mail交上去给advisor看
明天答案才会揭晓 难得现在有一些空挡可以休息
可是我连休息也不能休得安心
唉。。如果失败了 你们会怎样看我?
我希望我不会失败 希望上天保佑我吧

Tired

This sem really makes me feel like wanna womit blood d
feel like vy sui like tat, adviser suddenly change,
assignment all very fast reach date line,
title that i research vy hard to find info,
and the worst case is my topic will may be did it in a wrong direction
feeling so depress u know... everyday also in the mood of fear,
fear that i have to extent, fear that adviser reject my work
i understand myself well..
when i facing stress, i wont do anything smoothly coz i too nervous
i could not concentrate.. the worst part was i kenot think out of border
my mind is 24/7 operate within negative section
Luckly, i have lover, family and friends to support me
they always tell me, dun give up, dun think of extent
My love always give me motivation and suggestion
take me go gai gai, go relex, let me release my "ah ma" mood..
Trust me, although i still feel myself "sui"
but i m fortunate to have you all.. ..
Arigato... glad to have you all in my life