Thursday, November 25, 2010

I love myself

I love myself,
make this statement truly from my heart
I regretted for not loving myself enough in the past
keep on thinking the bad side of me,
treat myself bad as my emotion was not stable
Make others life miserable because i keep on complaining

Thanks to people who support me
They let me knew the best of myself
they make me appreciate what i having now
They inspire me to become a better person

Proud of myself too
Because i could feel the difference
between the past and now
KL and working life really makes me mature

There is a song that inspire me everyday
Of coz, its Adam Lambert's song too

"Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way

And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why!

So hear I am still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe

Yeah! There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries"

Hope that my friends live happy and strong forever
Love all my Dears... Take care

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Satisfied weekend

Just came back from Setapak to Subang Jaya
Drove to there alone by using GPS
the reason i drove to there was to meet with one of by besties Michell
and of coz MAHJONG too...
walau, really addicted to this game ^^
but the journey to there was very far,
around 40min.. In addition, this is the 1st time i drove to there,
so were pity nervous >.<

Look at the distance, it was so far away,
From Selangor i drove to outcast of Kuala Lumpur,
Got a few times, the instruction in GPS makes me sweat =.="
Luckily for this time, i make some wise decisions and pick the correct road
From Google map, i found out that with this distance,
i could go gurney from my house approximately 6 times.. @_@

This was a good experience, although i scare,
but i am daring to drove so far alone..
Welcome to BIG city Winnie, U r officially a city girl right now =P

To celebrate this, i bought this book


Hopefully the story will be nice and i will have
interesting life as her too...
Bought some 2B pencil and a sketch book too..
although i am sucks in drawing, i still like to draw =)

Of coz having fun with my besties Michell was my motivation to go there
we enjoy eating and playing mahjong together with her wonderful BF n BF housemate..

Mahjong, Chor tai Ti, you are the best and you let me crazy for you..


Had a wonderful weekend this week,
Shannon will be coming next week
Hopefully we wont get lost in finding our way to war place(shopping Mallssss)
Welcome my leng lui friend SHannon ... WOohOOO

**Ah MOi on the left hand side, let me introduce u ...SHANNON.. tadaaaa... hahaha
SHe shall kill me if she saw this...
Cant wait to meet with u dear! Muaks =*

Friday, November 19, 2010

周杰伦 - 以父之名


我們每個人都有罪 犯著不同的罪
We are all sinners/ committed different crimes

我能決定誰對 誰又該要沈睡
I can decide who is right/ who will be sleep forever

爭論不能解決 在永無止境的夜
The dispute does not resolve/ in endless night

關掉你的嘴 唯一的恩惠
Shut your mouth/ is the only mercy


#仁慈的父我已墜入 看不見罪的國度
Merciful Father, I have fallen into the realm of seeing no sin

請原諒我的自負 沒人能說沒人可說
Please forgive my pride, no one can be told, no one could be told

好難承受 榮耀的背後刻著一道孤獨#
Its so hard to take it/ loneliness is carved on the back of glory

沈默的喊叫 沈默的喊叫 孤單開始發酵
Silent screaming, silent screaming/ loneliness start to ferment

不停對著我嘲笑 回憶逐漸延燒
Continuingly laughing at me/ the memory begins to burn

曾經純真的畫面 殘忍的溫柔出現
Once innocent images/ cruel tenderness appears

脆弱時間到 我們一起來禱告*
Its time for being fragile, let us pray together now

Sunday, November 7, 2010

好人坏人 , 男人女人

今年都已二十三岁了
想当年自己十多岁时
听到别人说自己二十多岁了
会觉得他们很老
现在自己也是老老的那一个了

之前一直笑朋友的 朋友三十岁了
很老了 在“笑”一半当中
忽然想起自己也二十三了
在十多岁人眼中也何尝不是老人

我觉得 男人到了 三十岁
是黄金岁月 对他们来讲 the night is still young
可是女人一旦到了三十岁
价值就开始徐徐降落
所以如果做一个人 满分是一百分的话
我要为自己凑个一百二十分
那至少扣了分 我还是靠近一百分的

人生短短几十年 我希望我获得许多经验
好的坏的 也可以
至少这证明我活过

最近很堕落 很失意
尤其是在工作上
我知道我不是坏人
因为要坏又坏不下手
往往在最后一秒煞车
真讨厌这种性格
要乖就 乖到底
要坏就 坏要低
要乖不乖 要坏不坏
一点personality都没有

真希望我赶快决定我 要当好人还是坏人

你明白我在说些什么吗? 我不是很明白
这代表我 思想真的很混淆
神啊 帮帮我吧!



他们不是什么好人也不是什么坏人 或许当他们就好。。选择在于你想当那一个?

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Never to be too stereotyping !

Learnt my lesson today
Make a funny mistake that i could nvr forget

Jz now i drop by taipan to pay my Celcom broadband bill
Once i park my car, an indian walk across the road
the indian wear T-shirt and bring a black waist beg at his waist
without hesitate
i step out my car and ask him "berapa ya"
Than he smiling to me and respond "huh"
than only i realize
he is not person who collect parking money
he jz standing beside his car n finding car keys
and his car was just park beside my car..
OMG, this was so embarrassing..
Ussually ppl who collect parking fee in Penang were indians

Luckily he smile n say "saya bukan"
if sui, mayb i kena scold somemore..
haha, wat a day =)

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Rainbow

Monday Blue

Tuesday Blue

Wednesday Blue

Thursday Blue

Friday Blue

Saturday and Sunday also Blue
(Dunno wat to do when no work)

When will be red, orange, yellow, green, indigo, purple mood?

Gonna start work now, fall sick yst, feel weak rite now------->hopefully could transform blue color to other colors!

Saturday, October 16, 2010

No chinese language for my laptop? Oh no!!!!

Now i am fully surrounded wif white coffee smell,
y? coz i jz drop the white coffee that i order on my laptop!
so careless! luckily the helpful workers help me to clean the thing..

Nowadays,i spend alot, coz my car spoils, my laptop spoils,
laptop fix d car spoils again.. ahem, have to go pray d. haha
y i am now typing english?
becoz after i reformat my laptop, the program that Mr.Faizal install for me does not had Chinese language application..
Guess that he think my english is poor, so had to practice more huh..

yst i watched a nice and quality movie "eat, pray, Love"
Nice mvi, love the sentences it use inside
"ruin is great, ruin is a path for transformation"
yes, indeed it was so true n i almost stood up to clap my hands for it.

many people said i ruin my life in Penang,
i should live in penang peacefully n happily,
coz in penang had alot of gud food
coz in penang i had all gud frens n lovely family members
coz in penang it is free frm trafic jam
coz in penang people were more friendly
coz in penang i can find frens accompany me easily

YA, all the statement i agreed wif it, but i need challenges, i nid to be alone
most probably, i nid time to think myself, without interference of any people. I did not had a clear objective for my life n purpose of living in this wonderful world.

So i RUIN my life in Penang, seek for transformation in KL.

Everything had to done alone in KL.
Driving, eating, jogging,
it trains me to become an independent person
i am not weak anymore
i like challenges
i dare to continue drove although i duno the way i follow could reach destination or not (before i bought my GPS)
And i am proud of myself!
Perhaps, 1 day, i will fall badly, i will hurt badly, i will cry badly
So wat? this is so call life, u cant expect everything to stay 100% perfect rite?

Because of stress, i knew wat was relax means
Because of sorrow, i knew wat was happiness means

Happy to meet wif everyone that appears in my life
"everyone is a teacher in urlife"
Therefore,i am grateful with people who appears in my life before n after
especially thx to my senior in company, She is cool, knowledgeable n eligible!
Thx for teaching me, no matter in work task or life philosophy.

Mentioning of finding objective in life,
i still have not much clue,
but i do have a wish list:
1.Continue learn Spanish, as i got some basic on it... Como Esta? =)
2. use my ownself earn money to travel to Bali, or Redang
3. Ikea buy furniture.. which goin to achieve sooner later =)

MIss my frens, take care n i will take care myself too! ^^
Cheers! =)

Thursday, September 23, 2010

初恋红豆冰

偶然之下,我又看了一次的初恋红豆冰
虽然之前在电影院看过一次了
还是觉得这是一部好戏 值得回味

看回这部戏,感触良多
随着时光的飞逝 小时候一起玩的同伴 都散了
中学时的同伴 都随着各自的理想 飞翔了
大学时的同伴 都随着生活所需 各奔东西了
记得 当时, 我带着满怀的 期待 喜悦
去电影院看这部戏
戏完了 我却带着 一颗沉重的心回家
很埋怨 当时觉得 这部戏应该是有个 美好的结局的
干嘛 结局是那么让人遗憾呢?

今天看回这部戏
觉得 这部戏真的很写实
原来我们都讨厌事实 才会找理由去埋怨
人生中 又有几多的结局是以完美的收场来结束的呢?

人生如戏,戏如人生啊!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

请时时刻刻警惕自己

(1) 不做第三者,即使再喜欢

(2) 骗我可以,如果被我知道超过两次,请你有多远滚多远

(3) 如果你拿我不当回事,我会以同样的方式对你

(4) 我可以装傻,但别以为我真傻

(5) 我可以容忍,但别超过我的底线

(6) 我不是没脾气,只是不轻易发脾气

(7) 任何的真话,我都能接受

(8) 对我真心的,我会双倍回报

(9) 对于陷害我的,我也会加倍偿还

(10) 我不骂你,就别找骂,因为你还没资格让我为你损自己的形象

(11) 在喜欢的人面前,能不哭就不哭、可以为喜欢的人做任何改变,但不试图改变他

(12) 用单纯的心对待朋友和爱人

(13) 对于装死者,不留脸面

(14) 不喜欢就是不喜欢,说啥也没用

(15) 别跟我玩暧昧,你玩不起

(16) 不给喜欢的人制造麻烦

(17) 除了父母,不与任何人有经济上的来往

(18) 宁缺毋滥,绝不因为寂寞而恋爱

(19) 给不起就别拿承诺当口头语

(20) 开心的时候要想起我,难受的时候要记得你还有我

(21) 想要我怎样对你,你就如何对我

(22) 弱水三千,希望我们都取一漂饮

蓝色大门

你是怎样活过来的啊?

我就是这样活过来的啊

到底是怎样啦?

我也不知道啦,就是这样活过来的

======〉真希望活过来的那天 赶快到来

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

新生活

告别了求学生涯
又是一个全新旅途了

告别了 马六甲
一切也都 改变了

世界不会因为你适应不了
而 停此转动

是时候醒来 建立全新的我了
发现我越来越进步了
除了变瘦之外 还一直在检讨自己的缺点

原来人 是要痛过了 吃到苦头了
才会开始反省 势必要把自己变得更好

要开始第一份工 了
marketing administration executive
希望我能胜任
受伤 受苦 受挫
肯定免不了
可是我会加油的~ 正所谓人应该越挫越勇
一个人生活 不再有任何依赖 是件 好事
总 不能事事靠人嘛

如我所说的世界不会因你而停止转动
人也不会因你 懦弱,寂寞而时时刻刻陪伴你

一个人生活也会很好的
至少我是那么认为的

Sunday, September 12, 2010

朋友的故事

难过的朋友跟我说了个故事

回忆起从前的故事
她说
有一次 她的前男友
在一个阳光灿烂的早晨
无缘无故的晕倒了
在她前男友晕倒的那一杀那
她觉得很无助 很害怕
害怕他不再醒过来了

在同时 她狂哭着 狂摇醒前男友
大喊大叫 叫他起来啊,起来呀!
整个人像个神经婆似的
快要崩溃了
很奇迹的他醒了过来了
完全不晓得发生什么事的他
摸着自己的头 问她发生什么事了
看到哭到像神经婆似的她 他也吓到了
她破哭为悌 一直频频跟他说
我以为你死去了 吓死我了。。

其实她还有一些东西隐瞒着他
在她前男友晕去的那一杀那
她很慌 甚至出了个念头
只要前男友能够醒过来
就算要她离开他, 她也无所谓
只希望他平安无事

如今他们分离了
我安慰 她说
既然 如此 你也不用太伤心了
既然他现在平安无事 了
就当作 那时的愿望被听到了吧

加油吧! 朋友!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

我累了

感谢小佳
感谢yi bin

你们之间的共同点是什么
你们一定晓得


谢谢你们特地为我而创作的某些东西

其实想告诉你们
这是我最痛 也最坚强的一次了

Saturday, July 10, 2010

>.< Speachless Day

Oh my god..
I like wanna shout for yesterday
U wanna hear story?

Yesterday is my friend Mico's birthday
Me, milky and Christine were invited to her birthday party
the celebration were organize in 69 mansion
After one hour of jam at Batu Ferringgi, we reached

Enter with happy mood
we wish the birthday gal happy birthday
lots of hugs and wishes
and v sat down for drinks n cakes
Mico had order about 5 bucket of beer
So that v wont get thirst

Half an hour later,
the songs suddenly cut off
and the light suddenly switch on
"Lelaki kiri, perempuan kanan"
v feel like scolding wat the F*** tat time
v still have about 4 bucket of beer
and damp, there is a checking going on
%^*&%*% can only say potong stim lo!

1st time in my life i kena checking
God, i really gan jiong tat time
coz my IC is temporary IC
i scare that the police though is rubbish
n throw it away =.="
according to the police
v have to pass up our IC
ladies stand right, guys stand left
but after v pass up our IC
v continue sit at our table and play games
Amazingly, v had much fun during that time
v play "ping pong piang" loose de drink beer
At the end, v manage to finish all bucket
before they called out our name
I think that v are the most relax customers in the whole club ^.^

While we playing, the DJ will called name
some name they will call
and ask them to took their IC
After took the IC, you may show the police n leave the place
some that not so lucky will kena call name
and waiting to check urine..
WHile waiting for the names
we can observe that every people have pekcek face
n i sure that they will think :" why la, why have to check today"
when i go toilet, i meet a gal and she tell me that
"i come frm Singapore, i heard ppl said nice so i visit here,
walau, 1st time come d kena" haha... i also duno how to console her

Finally, i heard my name "WINNIE XXX"
yes ah!!! at last my name appear
i took my IC frm the police and walk out frm the club
LOL... wat an experience..
i am glad that although this situation happens
v still play happily and make our birthday gal MICO laughs =)

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Miss the old days

Miss the old days that together with Panda Gang
Miss the old days that goin makan n clubbing wif marketing course mate
Miss the old days that drinking and playing card in D'arts
Miss the old days that Darren,Selva and me in car chatting while Darren driving
Miss the old days that play pool in senyum plaza with Rm10 for 2 hours
Miss the old days that v complaint no money n when parents/PTPTN will enter money
Miss the old days that after badminton, go mamak makan n chatting
Miss the old days that buy DVD c together wif Darren
Miss the old days that watch football together with Darren
Miss the old days that fighting wif BABA all around mlc once v meet up
Miss the old days that kena scold by Xiao Jia when i am emo n stupid
Miss the old days that eat Pongteh babi and Ayam once a while
Miss the old days that teasing Joyce as Chick
Miss the old days that hiding at the emergency stairs n do smtg which is bad habit
Miss the old days that eat Satay Celop and Siang Malam Wan Tan Mee
Miss the old days that keep on saying i havent go ZOO Malacca b4
Miss the old days that Darren's mom insist him to bring me go sit boat at mlc river
Miss the old days that drink beer with Darren's family
Miss the old days that taking pic wif Panda girls in toilet everywhere
Miss the old days that where can v eat after class
Miss the old days that asking frens "How is ur FYP"
Miss the old days that asking frens: "who is ur supervisor/moderator for FYP?"
Miss the old days that study like hell when exam time without time to sleep
Miss the old days that ask frens "have u study finish" b4 exam
Miss the old days that mumbling n complaining after the exam finish
Miss the old days that v have BBQ section in Wai Lok's house
Miss the old days that i get to eat herbs marinated pork chop n japanese layer cake
Miss the old days that watch movie together with Darren
Miss the old days that scare baba by ghost story n she keep saying "lalalalalalla"
Miss the old days that i stay in a room which is vy cool at nite
Miss the old days that had small chatting section in bed b4 sleep with xiao jia
Miss the old days....
Miss the old days....

Miss the old day~~
perhaps some could be achieve again in the future
While some could only become sweet memory forever.

CHERISH the Moment u had rite now! Cheers =)

Monday, July 5, 2010

Experience in part time job

Last two days, i were buzy for part time job in Matta Fair
For you information,
Matta fair do not have a lot of Leng zhai as in PC fair..
Those visitors usually were ah Ma, Ah Gong, or a whole big family
Those Ah Gong and Ah Ma, ovarall vy friendly and cute

i meet a ah gong visitor who makes me laugh
"hello, this is our promotion package, u can have a look"
"oh, okok"
"Do u have any places tat u wish to visit?"
"oh, okok" >.<
"v now got promotion, korea vy cheep"
"oh, okok"
"did u went to korea before?"
"oh. okok"

=.=" swttt arr... but he makes me laugh too..

i did meet some customer which jz come to visit for fun only
frm the question tat they ask (which is very ridicules)n the respond they give
you can know tat he is not serious at all
so, when got chances i will said
"okla, u may take time consider, if interested can come back to our booth"
throw them a smile and....... RUN!

Some customers also vy hao lian (like to show off)
"hello, interested to go any whre?"
"oh, this korea i go b4 d... not bad lo ....lalalililolooo"
"oic, or beijing, hongkong, vietman? all got promotion"
"these all i go b4 d, rmb tat time i go it was with xxx group, v go for 5 days..bla bla bla"
"oic.. than now u interested to go any places now?"
"nola,i jz see see"
>.< ok, no problem.. have a nice LOOK in MATTA fair ya

Some customers vy "cute"
I said :"this 1 package vy worth it, got bla bla bla.. is our hot package"
customer: "o~ than the package so gud, than u register or not?"
LOL, dear customer, if i am rich enough to sign up
i wont be sitting here to serve u d

Conclution:
1.)This world have many kinds of people
2.)It is interesting to work if u have passion with ur job
3.)when talk, meet ghost talk ghost language, meet people talk people language

haha, ovallrall is a gud experience although the paid is little =)

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

clueless

I am a moody person

sometimes i am happy
sometimes i am sad
sometimes i am disappointed
sometimes i am exited
sometimes i feel sweet
sometimes i feel sourness

Partly Because Of YOU =)

Wonder that do u ever see my blog??
hmm..clueless >.<

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Happy Happy ^^

I am going to meet my dear tml ^.^
Although 8 hours of travel time
i still feel very happy
Really miss him alot
Get to c him is like light up the shade in my heart
But i bet i going to feel keberatan when i going back hometown

love u babe~

Monday, June 21, 2010

Goin to end my holiday mood =)

Almost have fun for a month d~
everyday endless out at nitez
drinkng, clubbing, chit-chating in cafe
jogging, swimming, sit-up'ing
enjoy every moment that i had in this holiday

Now start to moody already
due to the money that gradually become lesser everyday
Start to think of having a normal life
wake up at 7.30am, finish work at 6pm
nite go out wif frens enjoy sweet moments
talk about love, talk about working, talk about life philosophy,
LOL.. i think i had more than ENOUGH rest d..

So, my aiming now is to finding a job that is NOT in PEnang
(duwan my family control me.. but i will surely miss my friends)
Finding money~ part time job lo.. free lances job
anything that could earn money by proper method =)
After that i wanna do laser.. like tat i will have more confidence to myself

yesterday is a crucial day
i suddenly realize that
i have to love myself more
coz if u dun love urself too, how do u expect other people to love u =)

Thanks for all my friends who company me in this holiday period
i appreciate it so mush n enjoy the moment wif u all
Miss my babe.. i knew he could manage to take care himself well
So wish that he is happy everyday =D

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

享受美食

好久没在这里说故事了,
因为我一直都在享受生活

真想把喜欢的,享受的全跟朋友们分享
可是很懒惰打字,只好只介绍一些best of the best
废话不说 先来一些图片和解说

这家看似平平无奇的面包甜品点真的让人感觉很平凡
可是 不要被他的外表骗了
正所谓人不可貌相 海水不可斗量 
图下是店里面正在要给钱的顾客
还有我妹妹正在虎视眈眈着甜品的情景


真的是人山人海的咯 害我一直很想逃离
觉得自己生来那么大只 阻碍了人家的空间

我觉得这间店的面包甜品真的是价钱公道
甜品和面包更不用说 令人垂涎三尺
最让我跌破眼睛的是他的 cheese cake
一盒才rm3.80 
这cheese cake是属于light cheese的那种
虽然没有secret recipe, new york cheese cake那么重口味
可是他胜在吃不腻,而且你不会觉得这个cheese cake很cheep,还是味道很假
真的让人吃了一块又块, 这时配上咖啡你会觉得自己顿时是世界上最幸福的人
我爸也买了个面包 买了回家才发现里面是有ham的
口感吃起来 软软QQ的,里面的HAM是大大块的..
甜甜的面包配跟咸咸的HAM,真的觉得很好吃!!
而我是被这杯STRAWBERRY YOGURT甜品吸引到
就买回家了.. 这甜品品质不错,比hotel 做的还要好吃
不会很甜,很creammy,就是女生会喜欢的滋味就是了
价钱是有点贵啦,RM5.90,可是你很喜欢甜品的话就不会在意这一切了
这间店在bandar sunway,有经过的话机的买来尝尝吧!!



Winnie的人生岂会没有酒呢..
这是我在KL 首次尝到的tiger cryster beer..
口感很顺很滑,
趁刚从冰橱里拿出来时
赶快尝尝  你会发现
这种鬼天气 不再那么讨人厌了
PS,用冷冻了的杯子来喝啤酒 口感会更好噢


最后我想跟大家分享的就是这两罐物品
左边是lavender bath,右边的是rose lotion
这两瓶东西是我近期买得最光荣的物品
我在sunway piramid, Marks and Spencer买回来的 
body bath,讲真的如果你不是lavender爱好者,请选择别的flavor
我的确不是爱好者,所以我不爱那味道,
可是我用它来洗澡后,真的觉得很放松,很爱睡,就这样我今天睡了个午觉
至于lotion,我强力推荐这个rose的,
真的是很香,爱死他了,重点是察了一点也不油腻
也会散发出一种女人味  让你心情闻了变得好好的
价钱也不贵,lotion和bath.各 RM24

好啦,我要出去咯,大家take care ya =)




Saturday, April 17, 2010

Lame Mood

我又再次体会泪从心里流下来的感受了
(也可以说泪从鼻孔流出来。。虽然恶心,不过是真的)
从我的经验,这种泪是因为太伤心,又不想让人看到,就忍。。
忍到最后,就会有这种情况

你可以说我固执,可以说我小气
可是我还是会为了一些小事而落泪
这是因为,我太在意你了

有时 我觉得你更本就不需要我
我的存在 对你来说只是填补你生命中 就那么一点点的空虚吧
我觉得 你把我当成是负担 当成是累赘
当你有朋友 有活动时 我的存在更本是多余的

或许 我因该给你多些时间
去 认真想想 我的存在对你来说重不重要 吧

Friday, March 12, 2010

Mid Term holiday

My sai fren babarra ask me to write blog wor
she said i always EMO, can write blog to express my feeling
but i dun think write blog will express my feeling lo
especially by english..
by this kind of vocabulary level, let u all c d will drop my standard..
kakaka... but what to do, this laptop cannot type in Chinese

Hmm.. what should i express leh?
1st of all, now is midterm break..
actually leave 2 days to reach open school
today is friday... so WHAT HAVE I DONE until now?
nothing!! just viwawa. facebook and TV everyday
no FYP, no assignment.... feel so free for the first time (not so EMO)
but from tomorrow on, i have to "pia" for everything to "menebus" back my wasted time
think already also scare... u can said me coward .. but i really got little fear with it

Besides that, i also regret that i did not go back my hometown penang in this holiday
many of my course mate uploaded their photo at FB
if i go back, maybe i could join them
looks like they really had a sweet memory and unforgettable moment
and i am wondering "Y i am not in the photo >.<"
all i could blame is the stupid SPSS
i though i will be managing my data very early..
mana tau today only start doing it :(

Going to graduate soon
many matters that makes me feel moody
i don't know with my capability
what job can i do can i manage my work well
i don't know where is my destination
i don't know my salary can support me or not
i don't know i can cope the work pressure or not
so many uncertainty in my future
and i am lost ....... ......

Saturday, February 27, 2010

从前那个爱笑的我呢?

chapter 1
朋友们都说我的笑容消失已久
要不是他们跟我说 我都不知道这个事实
也不知道 原来我以前那么爱笑
都不知道那一个是真实的自己 爱笑?还是不爱笑

chapter 2
要毕业了 感觉好像很多东西压着我
相信每个人都有同样的体验
尤其是拿strategic marketing的course mate 们,
你们压力更加倍吧
没完没了的presentation, 得从鸡蛋里挑骨头的critic,
不知道对不对方向的report,还有一个静悄悄来忙死你的business plan
我是过来人 懂得那忙得想吐血的感觉
可是我觉得 只有经历了这个过程,这个严峻的考验
毕业时我们才会为我们自己是marketing 的学生而光荣
因为我们一起经历,学习,解决了很多困难
我们学会更珍惜了彼此的存在。。
BTW,我真的很爱我全部marketing的coursemate ^.^

chapter 3
这个新年 是我有使以来过的最疯狂 堕落的新年
认识了很多新朋友 8 天里去3 次的clubing 喝了许多许多的酒
还色酒,啤酒乱参一场
就这样我有了有始以来最醉的一次
那种感觉非常糟糕
我答应自己不再从犯。。
今天,penang 的kaki 又要去clubbing了
忽然庆幸我不再哪儿
我老了 短期内在去第四次我看我会疯掉
很遗憾今年的赌博活动没什么进行
好赌的我真的很手痒
只能在哪儿听别人说赢多少 输多少

chapter 4
hmm,我很肥了
是时候intensive 减肥了
不过对于新年的大吃大喝
我一点都不后悔!

chapter 5
明天就是新年的最后一天了,
祝大家 新年快乐,
元宵节快乐!
Huat Ah~~~ ! (Excluded body shape)

Friday, January 22, 2010

心底话

就好像少了一点点什么的
连我自己也说不出来
别小看那一点点
就算那“一点点” 也能改变世界 改变未来。。

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

寂寞故事之mmu版本1 (点名游戏)

(WINNIE)

CHAPTER 1

话说在一个美丽的早晨。。大家刚上完marketing课。。anti pandagroup又浩浩荡荡的从lectural hall,冲出来。很会尿急的winnie又催着大家上厕所。翊宾则很机灵的在观察有谁的偶像在clcr“过,joyce和小佳则在玩着互称小鸡与狮子游戏!panda庆的肚饿声早已传偏整个lec hall,所以一出来,他就急着和阿bao哥商量去哪儿吃好,吃完就去图书馆kap maggie..大头kat和思璇美女则在讨论coursework..wisely呢,则含情脉脉的看着大家。。沉默的拿着laptop beg..享受这幸福的感觉。他心里面正哼着一首歌。。其实幸福很简单。。。

在这关键时刻,从小佳嘴中脱口而出的小鸡,小鸡忽然停了下来。。小佳竟然沉默了十秒。无论我们如何摇他,他都毫无反应。。十秒后,我们发现他脸色苍白。。原来是他屏息太久了,以致氧气不够,面色发白。。到底小佳为何会屏息呢?当当当当!

原来是胡须男在他前面飘过。。(情人眼里出西施。。小佳叫他胡须男。。我这对他没感觉的心理私底下称他为胡须佬)。

这时大家就在那儿起哄。。有的叫小佳扑上去,有的拿一个空水瓶让小佳盛口水。。起完哄,大家又去ep 吃东西了。路途上翊宾和winnie照常在路途中打打闹闹。。但是翊宾打winnie比平时打得更用力。。一拳吃尽奶力挥向winnie的背。。害 winnie差点连口水都要喷出来了。。原来翊宾心中隐瞒着怨恨,需要发泄。。。

翊宾私底下有不为人知的秘密。其实。。。。翊宾暗恋胡须男已久。。只是他比小佳迟一步宣布自己迷恋的是胡须佬。。kimmy其实只是个掩饰品。 翊宾自己常在私底下想:“kimmy?!pls la..如果我真的那么迷恋kimmy,早就爱上阿bao咯!两人那么相似!胡须佬。。总有一天我会让你注意到我的..小佳,我们公平竞争吧!"

有一天,大家又上完课,前往ep方向医肚子。。大家都发现到胡须男驾着myvi徐徐的向我们的反方向驶来。。翊宾觉着这是最佳机会让胡须男注意他。。于是翊宾冲出车驶过来的马路。。。。。



(翊宾)

CHAPTER 2

翊宾冲出马路后,伸出双手想要阻挡胡须男的车.....
轮胎紧急煞车的声音已经吸引了在场的各位,
路人甲,,,,security guard, 割草工人,个个都在鸡婆着...
烈日当空, 翊宾的脸皱了起来....
她那迷人的眼睛也因为那刺眼的阳光而变小了, 让周围的人们都不知道她到底发了什么疯.....
翊宾鼓起勇气,缓缓走向胡须男的车,
用着周杰伦的声调,对着他说:"先生,这是我的名片!"
全村人顿时晕倒....
胡须男看了看名片,也非常和善的收下了名片,并给了翊宾一个阳光般的笑容,让翊宾顿时心花怒放...
在一旁的小佳顿时脸黑,背后还有一道暗暗的光...就像是暴风雨的前夕一样, 那么恐怖,骇人.....
小佳心里想着: Kanasai, 敢跟我抢我的 misai man, 是不是没有看报纸啊? 难道不懂有人被狮子咬断手?

后来, EP 吃东西时,
看到了Kimmy 的来到,
他身边没有别人, 表情似乎有点郁闷, 似乎心情不是很好...
小佳于是将计就计,
向坐在角落的 Kimmy搭讪,
让在一旁的翊宾似乎不是滋味....
小佳和翊宾的友情也开始面临了考验.... 随时一触即发~~~

另一边厢,
Joyce在回家路途中,
无意间看到了一个皮肤白白的,眼睛有点大的男生对着她伸舌头,
让单纯的她有了想爱的感觉,
因为伸舌头让她联想到吃冰淇淋的甜蜜快感...也有梦幻的感觉...
她开始联想, 联想着他们边玩小鸡游戏, 边吃雪糕的情景...(Joyce叫他"大眼睛", 可是,我们都不觉得他的眼睛大....)
突然,
Brandon出现在她的面前,
并一直故意在Joyce面前耍猴子,
Joyce觉得很烦, 很想有一把羽球拍和球, 往他身上smack....
这时候,在一旁的大头kat 露出了不悦的表情,
因为大头kat 不喜欢别人kacau 他欣赏的女生...
于是,他发挥了他的大头本色,
挡住Brandon Joyce 讲话,
最后, 也让Brandon 知难而退...

某天,
大家坐在MMU的操场中央,
各自想着自己的事情...

Wisely, 想着有什么方法才可以把心仪的对象追到手...
Bao, 想着有什么方法才可以不要被家人管到这样严...
伟庆, 想着怎样可以跟Magi 有进一步的进展...
思旋, 想着怎样才不会钱不够用... 要买衣服, 化妆品, 护肤品.....
翊宾, 想着怎样才可以和小佳维持是敌是友的关系....
Joyce, 想着怎样才可以认识到他的"大眼睛"...
Winnie,想着有什么粗话可以教我们...
小佳, 想着有什么策略来面对翊宾的威胁....

突然, 大家都被一个声音给打断.....


Chapter 3

1

我要如何证明自己 我不笨 我只是爱过一个人 爱得比较深….”

翊宾的手机铃声替身顿时从她的CONVERSE包传过大家的耳边~~

然后,大家都很自然地将注意力放到她的身上

奇怪的是, 翊宾从平时的面无血色变到满脸通红??

音调也从平时的低音转到志玲姐姐的口爹声(或者JOYCE的也不错)..

一挂电话,众人纷纷逼供她说出来电者

胡须男…” 这三个字缓缓地从她口中吐出, 她的脸也压得低低地

大家一听到就开始起哄,他们并没有发现在一旁的小佳

狂风暴雨似乎即将来临

干那噻!!早知那天我冲出去给他撞死算了X.”, 小佳的话在心里澎湃地念着,”BARBARA, 竟然来阴的, 我就跟你玩过…”

其实这时候,心思敏锐的阿庆早将这一幕看在眼里了

2

一天的开始,是我最逃的

又是清晨.

要如何才不痛

老是一张开眼睛,想到的就是你

,也不想抽烟,不想守着手机,不想难过,不想哭

WINNIE的一天又开始了

一天之计在于晨>>拿了家伙就往楼梯走去

回来的时候,就有故事说了….

她对着一早起床对着电脑的FRIENDSTER ADDICT小佳说:

刚才我在楼梯那边..”

她有点不好意思地说不下去..

抽烟厚?”, 小佳面无表情道.

是啦.”她马上滔滔不绝地说,”我跟你讲,刚我在那边,有一个GUARD上来,

他看到我,很紧张又带怀疑地问我:’SMOKING?’”

很紧张又带怀疑??他怕你跳啊??”小佳问.

是咯,是咯.

,IXORAGUARD还真难当,要守卫,还要怕人跳楼--

其实,室友小佳只是默默地观察着她,

知道她的难过不想她的堕落

然而,小佳知道,也许她也知道,

唯有自己爬起来,才不怕再摔到

3

ABC雨球赛即将来临

翊宾与小佳决定先撇开私人恩怨实现她们答应JOYCE的承诺,

陪她去看这场看似精彩的球赛

除了课业,到底是什么让JOYCE这么关注这场球赛呢??

B- I- N- G- O!! 非他莫属, 答案就是他了,你们答对了吗?

,JOYCE心中的传奇人物,符合她高要求的理想对象,梦里的白马王子

大眼睛男跟他比起来根本不算什么:P

介绍词很象太多了><’’

KKK, TRIPLE K

擩获这个单纯少女JOYCE的芳心~~

JOYCE计划着该穿什么类型的衣服去见梦中情人的当儿,

A KAT OMG 竟然也撇开私人恩怨, 合作破坏他俩的相遇

聪明的两人早有共识,KKK是强敌必要联手对付

4

马六甲的下午特别闷热,闷到想大叫,热到想打人~~

这天下午,大伙儿在讲堂等待老师的到来

阿庆看到冷场,便开始讲起他擅长的鬼故事>>>

跟你讲厚,SENIORCLC晚上特别多鬼,STRONG ONE,它们MEETING,U NOE??”

这时

待续(小佳笔)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter 4

阿庆说得很吓人,故事其实是这样的:
阿庆的
housemate在一个机缘巧合下爆出mmu骇人恐怖事件:
话说
cls的人员不知为何故选择到clc二楼开会(据说当时有七八个)
开会开会。。。其中一个人看到一件古怪的事情
有一位小女孩蹲在楼梯转角的地方,头发很长。。。遮住了脸

她越看越不对劲,就叫其他人换地方开会,说了三四次后
他们开始了解到事情有点不对路,


好像你现在想象
joyce留长发、变有女人味一样。。。是很不对路的一样事情

嗯,很不幸。。。
他们走楼梯。。。
那个女的不敢望,加快脚步走过去

结果被拉着了!!!在七八个人的见证下。。。
大伙儿想用力把她拖走,可是啊!!!你觉得拉得动吗?


好像小佳看到胡须男,要拉她走是拉不动的!!!


结果他们围在那个女的身边,就讲:
你放过她吧,她也没有得罪你
在讲数了几分钟后,终于松开了。。。留有瘀痕的手。。。

阿庆在脑中想:


如果是a kat被抓,两下子hehagao dimm。。。

如果是joyce,搞不好两个一起玩,都是小朋友如果是wisely和施璇,搞不好用歌声迷死她

如果是小佳?怎么可能?杀气酱重。。。老虎牙都吓死人了啦如果是翊宾,脸都够白了。。。吓到不是变白粉仔?

如果是winnie,哇!!!搞不好粗话骂到整个马六甲的好兄弟移民!!!阿宝这时候应该在家打game,准备去美国了
怎么会不想到自己?其实阿庆自己蛮怕鬼的,当然不会去想啦。。。
一边想就一边笑,其他人也不懂为什么他讲鬼故事会讲到笑的?神经病!!!其他人还以为他在想
maggie timm. (这是故事!!!阿庆怎么会不想maggie呢?)

这时。。。


胡须男竟然来找翊宾,小佳看得呆了!!!

看着胡须男来找翊宾,小佳的心里很不是滋味。。。看似面无表情,大伙儿却看出发出淡光的虎牙了。

小佳偷偷地跟踪他们,躲在一旁看着他们的一举一动。儒雅的眼镜下面藏着发出凶光的双眼,整个clc 气氛很不寻常,阴风时不时吹着。

小佳看着胡须男和翊宾,突然看见面无血色的翊宾竟然眼泛泪光,而后胡须男竟然视若无睹。。。充满傲气的眼神令人觉得实在可恶。在一旁的阿庆在一旁的阿宝看了很不爽,在心里想:“jiko,胡须不过多我几根,酱拽做么?”想着想着,不自觉地走到胡须男身边。。。

“啊!!!”阿宝竟然揍了胡须男,在一旁安慰心灵受到伤害的翊宾。这时的小佳表情变幻莫测,心疼翊宾的泪珠,却在暗喜他们之间的不可能。

“跟你朋友说!!!我不喜欢小佳和翊宾,我真正喜欢的是。。。”

WINNIE!!!”这时的小佳心冷了,心想着:“她有比我好吗?”心情很复杂的小佳,完全没有发觉到WINNIE已经在一旁了。难以置信,她不相信自己的耳朵!!!

接下来发生的是更匪夷所思!!!胡须男竟然走向WINNIE,亲吻她的脸颊。。。两双眼睛发出哀怨、心碎的眼神。在一旁的WINNIE呆着了,心里还放不下的她,不知道该怎么做了。


那盏灯在也没有意义
剩下的只有回忆

路灯依旧明亮 却把孤单的影子拉得更长

好想乘坐思念的飞毯 拥抱确信不会再温暖 熟悉的身影

如今我 却只能躲在街灯的影子下

默默数着爱你的泪 默默数着想你的每个星辰

迷蒙的月光下 会否磨清对我的记忆

早晨的吐雾里 会否出现期待的面容

如果时间能再回头 我会对你说一万次 我爱你

不想离开你 我对流星许下最后的愿望

如果时间能再回头
我会对你说一万次 我爱你

不要离开你 我对流星许下最后的愿望

如今却只能

想着已经不能撒娇的你

想着曾有过绚丽的回忆。。。 (阿庆笔)



忧伤的一夜在眼泪的熏陶下溜走

早晨,a kat 看到joyce。。。



点名:a kat

请自由发挥!写完再点一个人继续。。。。记得copy paste oh!