21 MAY 2013

隔了两年， 上来留的言还是伤心的 为什么注定我在情场的路都走得不顺？ 是我太善良了吗！ 算了， 女人还是靠自己好些 没心情了写了， 抱歉。。后会有期！

希望

各位，久违了
忽然间消失， 对不起

我不是 故意的
只是最近很懒惰

懒惰 charge battery 给我电话
懒惰 进电话钱
懒惰 讲电话
懒惰 回信息

可是我没事啦 真的
知道我之前的事的人 我坦白说
我真的 是很生气 也很失望
感觉上我 生活上 什么也 碰见过了
真是一个戏剧化的人生

我知道我节奏快些
可是我只是不想失去

这次也一样 我真的 不想失去
希望如果有机会在一起
我们都能够好好珍惜

我不想再重头来过 只希望永远幸福
就算粗茶淡饭 我真的希望

拜托～

一封迟来得毕业感言

已经忘了 我有没有在毕业典礼后
“线”那些感性@性感的讯息
好像是没有 又好像是有
才毕业了四个多月 感觉好像过了很久很久
久得我记不起任何一个细节了。。

Anyway,今天打算post 个迟来得毕业感言
来证明我几感激与想念我的朋友

在一起的三年里 我们经历了许多的风风雨雨
可是无论是风吹草动，狂风暴雨，我们panda gang 都是
手牵手 心连心 的守护着彼此
知道吗 这真的是很难得的事
有多少的缘分 是能够牵此着那么多人 那么多年的
看到了很多失败的例子 你就知道这是多么的难能可贵

有多少个午餐，晚餐是与你们一起度过的，
有多少个郊游是与你们一起疯狂的，
有多少次的mic(唱歌时）是与你们一起共用的
跟本就 数不清

如今大家只能在现在所属的地方 回味起那些美好时光

有许多话，我们虽然没在当事人面前讲 却常常在他们背后讨论

讨论：
ah Kat 的认真积极 很感激他替我们在ponteng时签名
ah Qing 的细微观察 很感激他在我们很down时，看穿我们，然后用他的哲学开导我们
ah Bao 的幽默细胞 很感激他让我们很少冷场 让我们笑口常开
dawson 的超强策划能力 很感激他让我们的plan一切风调雨顺
Joyce 的200Gb聪明脑袋 很感激他的聪明敏利，常常用他的鸡鸡声 提醒我们课业上的一切
Xiao Jia 的大姐头性格 很感激他常为我们出头 btw u r really the best roomate =)
Sze Xuan 的美人衔头 很感激他的妈妈把他生得那么美 他又刚好属于我们的gang 让我们gang
引了不少注目，最重要的是他真的很亲切。。
Vicky 的开朗性格 很感激他的开朗及乐观 让我们看见活着就是希望
Yi Bin 的sai脸 很感激他的sai脸，让我每天有得塞他，感激他的“有原哲”让我每天可以
当魔鬼引诱他 感谢他的手手脚脚 让我每天有得踢他，捏他。其实你真的是
我很好的buddy =p

三年里 你们见证和陪我度过了 我的低潮 我的快乐 我的悲伤 我的欢喜
这是我人生中最好的礼物
希望你们在未来的日子里能过得很好
衷心祝福你们！

I love myself

I love myself,
make this statement truly from my heart
I regretted for not loving myself enough in the past
keep on thinking the bad side of me,
treat myself bad as my emotion was not stable
Make others life miserable because i keep on complaining

Thanks to people who support me
They let me knew the best of myself
they make me appreciate what i having now
They inspire me to become a better person

Proud of myself too
Because i could feel the difference
between the past and now
KL and working life really makes me mature

There is a song that inspire me everyday
Of coz, its Adam Lambert's song too

"Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way

And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why!

So hear I am still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe

Yeah! There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries"

Hope that my friends live happy and strong forever
Love all my Dears... Take care

Satisfied weekend

Just came back from Setapak to Subang Jaya
Drove to there alone by using GPS
the reason i drove to there was to meet with one of by besties Michell
and of coz MAHJONG too...
walau, really addicted to this game ^^
but the journey to there was very far,
around 40min.. In addition, this is the 1st time i drove to there,
so were pity nervous >.<

Look at the distance, it was so far away,
From Selangor i drove to outcast of Kuala Lumpur,
Got a few times, the instruction in GPS makes me sweat =.="
Luckily for this time, i make some wise decisions and pick the correct road
From Google map, i found out that with this distance,
i could go gurney from my house approximately 6 times.. @_@

This was a good experience, although i scare,
but i am daring to drove so far alone..
Welcome to BIG city Winnie, U r officially a city girl right now =P

To celebrate this, i bought this book


Hopefully the story will be nice and i will have
interesting life as her too...
Bought some 2B pencil and a sketch book too..
although i am sucks in drawing, i still like to draw =)

Of coz having fun with my besties Michell was my motivation to go there
we enjoy eating and playing mahjong together with her wonderful BF n BF housemate..

Mahjong, Chor tai Ti, you are the best and you let me crazy for you..


Had a wonderful weekend this week,
Shannon will be coming next week
Hopefully we wont get lost in finding our way to war place(shopping Mallssss)
Welcome my leng lui friend SHannon ... WOohOOO

**Ah MOi on the left hand side, let me introduce u ...SHANNON.. tadaaaa... hahaha
SHe shall kill me if she saw this...
Cant wait to meet with u dear! Muaks =*

周杰伦 - 以父之名

我們每個人都有罪　犯著不同的罪
We are all sinners/ committed different crimes

我能決定誰對　誰又該要沈睡
I can decide who is right/ who will be sleep forever

爭論不能解決　在永無止境的夜
The dispute does not resolve/ in endless night

關掉你的嘴　唯一的恩惠
Shut your mouth/ is the only mercy


＃仁慈的父我已墜入　看不見罪的國度
Merciful Father, I have fallen into the realm of seeing no sin

請原諒我的自負　沒人能說沒人可說
Please forgive my pride, no one can be told, no one could be told

好難承受　榮耀的背後刻著一道孤獨＃
Its so hard to take it/ loneliness is carved on the back of glory

沈默的喊叫　沈默的喊叫　孤單開始發酵
Silent screaming, silent screaming/ loneliness start to ferment

不停對著我嘲笑　回憶逐漸延燒
Continuingly laughing at me/ the memory begins to burn

曾經純真的畫面　殘忍的溫柔出現
Once innocent images/ cruel tenderness appears

脆弱時間到　我們一起來禱告＊
Its time for being fragile, let us pray together now

好人坏人 ， 男人女人

今年都已二十三岁了
想当年自己十多岁时
听到别人说自己二十多岁了
会觉得他们很老
现在自己也是老老的那一个了

之前一直笑朋友的 朋友三十岁了
很老了 在“笑”一半当中
忽然想起自己也二十三了
在十多岁人眼中也何尝不是老人

我觉得 男人到了 三十岁
是黄金岁月 对他们来讲 the night is still young
可是女人一旦到了三十岁
价值就开始徐徐降落
所以如果做一个人 满分是一百分的话
我要为自己凑个一百二十分
那至少扣了分 我还是靠近一百分的

人生短短几十年 我希望我获得许多经验
好的坏的 也可以
至少这证明我活过

最近很堕落 很失意
尤其是在工作上
我知道我不是坏人
因为要坏又坏不下手
往往在最后一秒煞车
真讨厌这种性格
要乖就 乖到底
要坏就 坏要低
要乖不乖 要坏不坏
一点personality都没有

真希望我赶快决定我 要当好人还是坏人

你明白我在说些什么吗？ 我不是很明白
这代表我 思想真的很混淆
神啊 帮帮我吧！



他们不是什么好人也不是什么坏人 或许当他们就好。。选择在于你想当那一个？

Never to be too stereotyping !

Learnt my lesson today
Make a funny mistake that i could nvr forget

Jz now i drop by taipan to pay my Celcom broadband bill
Once i park my car, an indian walk across the road
the indian wear T-shirt and bring a black waist beg at his waist
without hesitate
i step out my car and ask him "berapa ya"
Than he smiling to me and respond "huh"
than only i realize
he is not person who collect parking money
he jz standing beside his car n finding car keys
and his car was just park beside my car..
OMG, this was so embarrassing..
Ussually ppl who collect parking fee in Penang were indians

Luckily he smile n say "saya bukan"
if sui, mayb i kena scold somemore..
haha, wat a day =)

Rainbow

Monday Blue

Tuesday Blue

Wednesday Blue

Thursday Blue

Friday Blue

Saturday and Sunday also Blue
(Dunno wat to do when no work)

When will be red, orange, yellow, green, indigo, purple mood?

Gonna start work now, fall sick yst, feel weak rite now------->hopefully could transform blue color to other colors!

No chinese language for my laptop? Oh no!!!!

Now i am fully surrounded wif white coffee smell,
y? coz i jz drop the white coffee that i order on my laptop!
so careless! luckily the helpful workers help me to clean the thing..

Nowadays,i spend alot, coz my car spoils, my laptop spoils,
laptop fix d car spoils again.. ahem, have to go pray d. haha
y i am now typing english?
becoz after i reformat my laptop, the program that Mr.Faizal install for me does not had Chinese language application..
Guess that he think my english is poor, so had to practice more huh..

yst i watched a nice and quality movie "eat, pray, Love"
Nice mvi, love the sentences it use inside
"ruin is great, ruin is a path for transformation"
yes, indeed it was so true n i almost stood up to clap my hands for it.

many people said i ruin my life in Penang,
i should live in penang peacefully n happily,
coz in penang had alot of gud food
coz in penang i had all gud frens n lovely family members
coz in penang it is free frm trafic jam
coz in penang people were more friendly
coz in penang i can find frens accompany me easily

YA, all the statement i agreed wif it, but i need challenges, i nid to be alone
most probably, i nid time to think myself, without interference of any people. I did not had a clear objective for my life n purpose of living in this wonderful world.

So i RUIN my life in Penang, seek for transformation in KL.

Everything had to done alone in KL.
Driving, eating, jogging,
it trains me to become an independent person
i am not weak anymore
i like challenges
i dare to continue drove although i duno the way i follow could reach destination or not (before i bought my GPS)
And i am proud of myself!
Perhaps, 1 day, i will fall badly, i will hurt badly, i will cry badly
So wat? this is so call life, u cant expect everything to stay 100% perfect rite?

Because of stress, i knew wat was relax means
Because of sorrow, i knew wat was happiness means

Happy to meet wif everyone that appears in my life
"everyone is a teacher in urlife"
Therefore,i am grateful with people who appears in my life before n after
especially thx to my senior in company, She is cool, knowledgeable n eligible!
Thx for teaching me, no matter in work task or life philosophy.

Mentioning of finding objective in life,
i still have not much clue,
but i do have a wish list:
1.Continue learn Spanish, as i got some basic on it... Como Esta? =)
2. use my ownself earn money to travel to Bali, or Redang
3. Ikea buy furniture.. which goin to achieve sooner later =)

MIss my frens, take care n i will take care myself too! ^^
Cheers! =)

初恋红豆冰

偶然之下，我又看了一次的初恋红豆冰
虽然之前在电影院看过一次了
还是觉得这是一部好戏 值得回味

看回这部戏，感触良多
随着时光的飞逝 小时候一起玩的同伴 都散了
中学时的同伴 都随着各自的理想 飞翔了
大学时的同伴 都随着生活所需 各奔东西了
记得 当时， 我带着满怀的 期待 喜悦
去电影院看这部戏
戏完了 我却带着 一颗沉重的心回家
很埋怨 当时觉得 这部戏应该是有个 美好的结局的
干嘛 结局是那么让人遗憾呢？

今天看回这部戏
觉得 这部戏真的很写实
原来我们都讨厌事实 才会找理由去埋怨
人生中 又有几多的结局是以完美的收场来结束的呢？

人生如戏，戏如人生啊！

请时时刻刻警惕自己

（1） 不做第三者，即使再喜欢

（2） 骗我可以，如果被我知道超过两次，请你有多远滚多远

（3） 如果你拿我不当回事，我会以同样的方式对你

（4） 我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻

（5） 我可以容忍，但别超过我的底线

（6） 我不是没脾气，只是不轻易发脾气

（7） 任何的真话，我都能接受

（8） 对我真心的，我会双倍回报

（9） 对于陷害我的，我也会加倍偿还

（10） 我不骂你，就别找骂，因为你还没资格让我为你损自己的形象

（11） 在喜欢的人面前，能不哭就不哭、可以为喜欢的人做任何改变，但不试图改变他

（12） 用单纯的心对待朋友和爱人

（13） 对于装死者，不留脸面

（14） 不喜欢就是不喜欢，说啥也没用

（15） 别跟我玩暧昧，你玩不起

（16） 不给喜欢的人制造麻烦

（17） 除了父母，不与任何人有经济上的来往

（18） 宁缺毋滥，绝不因为寂寞而恋爱

（19） 给不起就别拿承诺当口头语

（20） 开心的时候要想起我，难受的时候要记得你还有我

(21) 想要我怎样对你，你就如何对我

(22) 弱水三千，希望我们都取一漂饮

蓝色大门

你是怎样活过来的啊？

我就是这样活过来的啊

到底是怎样啦？

我也不知道啦，就是这样活过来的

======〉真希望活过来的那天 赶快到来

新生活

告别了求学生涯
又是一个全新旅途了

告别了 马六甲
一切也都 改变了

世界不会因为你适应不了
而 停此转动

是时候醒来 建立全新的我了
发现我越来越进步了
除了变瘦之外 还一直在检讨自己的缺点

原来人 是要痛过了 吃到苦头了
才会开始反省 势必要把自己变得更好

要开始第一份工 了
marketing administration executive
希望我能胜任
受伤 受苦 受挫
肯定免不了
可是我会加油的~ 正所谓人应该越挫越勇
一个人生活 不再有任何依赖 是件 好事
总 不能事事靠人嘛

如我所说的世界不会因你而停止转动
人也不会因你 懦弱，寂寞而时时刻刻陪伴你

一个人生活也会很好的
至少我是那么认为的

朋友的故事

难过的朋友跟我说了个故事

回忆起从前的故事
她说
有一次 她的前男友
在一个阳光灿烂的早晨
无缘无故的晕倒了
在她前男友晕倒的那一杀那
她觉得很无助 很害怕
害怕他不再醒过来了

在同时 她狂哭着 狂摇醒前男友
大喊大叫 叫他起来啊，起来呀！
整个人像个神经婆似的
快要崩溃了
很奇迹的他醒了过来了
完全不晓得发生什么事的他
摸着自己的头 问她发生什么事了
看到哭到像神经婆似的她 他也吓到了
她破哭为悌 一直频频跟他说
我以为你死去了 吓死我了。。

其实她还有一些东西隐瞒着他
在她前男友晕去的那一杀那
她很慌 甚至出了个念头
只要前男友能够醒过来
就算要她离开他， 她也无所谓
只希望他平安无事

如今他们分离了
我安慰 她说
既然 如此 你也不用太伤心了
既然他现在平安无事 了
就当作 那时的愿望被听到了吧

加油吧！ 朋友！

我累了

感谢小佳
感谢yi bin

你们之间的共同点是什么
你们一定晓得


谢谢你们特地为我而创作的某些东西

其实想告诉你们
这是我最痛 也最坚强的一次了

>.< Speachless Day

Oh my god..
I like wanna shout for yesterday
U wanna hear story?

Yesterday is my friend Mico's birthday
Me, milky and Christine were invited to her birthday party
the celebration were organize in 69 mansion
After one hour of jam at Batu Ferringgi, we reached

Enter with happy mood
we wish the birthday gal happy birthday
lots of hugs and wishes
and v sat down for drinks n cakes
Mico had order about 5 bucket of beer
So that v wont get thirst

Half an hour later,
the songs suddenly cut off
and the light suddenly switch on
"Lelaki kiri, perempuan kanan"
v feel like scolding wat the F*** tat time
v still have about 4 bucket of beer
and damp, there is a checking going on
%^*&%*% can only say potong stim lo!

1st time in my life i kena checking
God, i really gan jiong tat time
coz my IC is temporary IC
i scare that the police though is rubbish
n throw it away =.="
according to the police
v have to pass up our IC
ladies stand right, guys stand left
but after v pass up our IC
v continue sit at our table and play games
Amazingly, v had much fun during that time
v play "ping pong piang" loose de drink beer
At the end, v manage to finish all bucket
before they called out our name
I think that v are the most relax customers in the whole club ^.^

While we playing, the DJ will called name
some name they will call
and ask them to took their IC
After took the IC, you may show the police n leave the place
some that not so lucky will kena call name
and waiting to check urine..
WHile waiting for the names
we can observe that every people have pekcek face
n i sure that they will think :" why la, why have to check today"
when i go toilet, i meet a gal and she tell me that
"i come frm Singapore, i heard ppl said nice so i visit here,
walau, 1st time come d kena" haha... i also duno how to console her

Finally, i heard my name "WINNIE XXX"
yes ah!!! at last my name appear
i took my IC frm the police and walk out frm the club
LOL... wat an experience..
i am glad that although this situation happens
v still play happily and make our birthday gal MICO laughs =)

Miss the old days

Miss the old days that together with Panda Gang
Miss the old days that goin makan n clubbing wif marketing course mate
Miss the old days that drinking and playing card in D'arts
Miss the old days that Darren,Selva and me in car chatting while Darren driving
Miss the old days that play pool in senyum plaza with Rm10 for 2 hours
Miss the old days that v complaint no money n when parents/PTPTN will enter money
Miss the old days that after badminton, go mamak makan n chatting
Miss the old days that buy DVD c together wif Darren
Miss the old days that watch football together with Darren
Miss the old days that fighting wif BABA all around mlc once v meet up
Miss the old days that kena scold by Xiao Jia when i am emo n stupid
Miss the old days that eat Pongteh babi and Ayam once a while
Miss the old days that teasing Joyce as Chick
Miss the old days that hiding at the emergency stairs n do smtg which is bad habit
Miss the old days that eat Satay Celop and Siang Malam Wan Tan Mee
Miss the old days that keep on saying i havent go ZOO Malacca b4
Miss the old days that Darren's mom insist him to bring me go sit boat at mlc river
Miss the old days that drink beer with Darren's family
Miss the old days that taking pic wif Panda girls in toilet everywhere
Miss the old days that where can v eat after class
Miss the old days that asking frens "How is ur FYP"
Miss the old days that asking frens: "who is ur supervisor/moderator for FYP?"
Miss the old days that study like hell when exam time without time to sleep
Miss the old days that ask frens "have u study finish" b4 exam
Miss the old days that mumbling n complaining after the exam finish
Miss the old days that v have BBQ section in Wai Lok's house
Miss the old days that i get to eat herbs marinated pork chop n japanese layer cake
Miss the old days that watch movie together with Darren
Miss the old days that scare baba by ghost story n she keep saying "lalalalalalla"
Miss the old days that i stay in a room which is vy cool at nite
Miss the old days that had small chatting section in bed b4 sleep with xiao jia
Miss the old days....
Miss the old days....

Miss the old day~~
perhaps some could be achieve again in the future
While some could only become sweet memory forever.

CHERISH the Moment u had rite now! Cheers =)

Experience in part time job

Last two days, i were buzy for part time job in Matta Fair
For you information,
Matta fair do not have a lot of Leng zhai as in PC fair..
Those visitors usually were ah Ma, Ah Gong, or a whole big family
Those Ah Gong and Ah Ma, ovarall vy friendly and cute

i meet a ah gong visitor who makes me laugh
"hello, this is our promotion package, u can have a look"
"oh, okok"
"Do u have any places tat u wish to visit?"
"oh, okok" >.<
"v now got promotion, korea vy cheep"
"oh, okok"
"did u went to korea before?"
"oh. okok"

=.=" swttt arr... but he makes me laugh too..

i did meet some customer which jz come to visit for fun only
frm the question tat they ask (which is very ridicules)n the respond they give
you can know tat he is not serious at all
so, when got chances i will said
"okla, u may take time consider, if interested can come back to our booth"
throw them a smile and....... RUN!

Some customers also vy hao lian (like to show off)
"hello, interested to go any whre?"
"oh, this korea i go b4 d... not bad lo ....lalalililolooo"
"oic, or beijing, hongkong, vietman? all got promotion"
"these all i go b4 d, rmb tat time i go it was with xxx group, v go for 5 days..bla bla bla"
"oic.. than now u interested to go any places now?"
"nola,i jz see see"
>.< ok, no problem.. have a nice LOOK in MATTA fair ya

Some customers vy "cute"
I said :"this 1 package vy worth it, got bla bla bla.. is our hot package"
customer: "o~ than the package so gud, than u register or not?"
LOL, dear customer, if i am rich enough to sign up
i wont be sitting here to serve u d

Conclution:
1.)This world have many kinds of people
2.)It is interesting to work if u have passion with ur job
3.)when talk, meet ghost talk ghost language, meet people talk people language

haha, ovallrall is a gud experience although the paid is little =)

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sometimes i am happy
sometimes i am sad
sometimes i am disappointed
sometimes i am exited
sometimes i feel sweet
sometimes i feel sourness

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Wonder that do u ever see my blog??
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